Insecurity paralyzes the timid heart. It wasn’t his intent to be here again. He has walked these halls too many times in recent memory. Unfortunately they are circular and always lead him here. At this point he does not know how to escape the pre-determined path.
There was a time he came close to breaking out. Freedom was within reach. Release was imminent.
But the circuit was familiar. The pre-determined path was safe. So he went back. And it was too late he realized the mistake of this retreat.
Some things are not built to last. Some things will never change. Some things are meant to end.
He rails against the inevitability of forward motion. There will be brighter days. But right now he can not see them.
Time will pass and he will see. While this does not dull the blow, it will pay a reward. He needs to have faith. Faith all that has happened was meant to happen. Faith this has a reason. Faith loss is the beginning of discovery.
